Monday, October 26, 2009

Love Is A Sin...

okay...So I haven't written much during the past days...I didn't felt like blogging at all...But here I'm all over again with this poem I wrote...

Love is a sin, I believe,
And now I'm paying for it.
Sweet pain is all it costs
And I'm used to it.
You didn't hurt me, love
You killed me indeed.
My insides started to burn to ashes,
My outside turned too cold.
I'm no more a human,
I died way back.
Faith was all I did,
On the wrong person though.
Who turned out to be my foe,
And stabbed me hard.
You made me realize,
What a hideous soul I have.
After so many sins,
It stills fall for the same mistake again.
But maybe this was the last time,
I'm suffocated under the words of sorrow.
Known as the three magic words,
They are magical indeed.
They give you all the happiness in the world,
And even take it all back and make you suffer,
Till you pass away...

Friday, October 16, 2009

The Love Theory

After all the things I've seen...I concluded love can mean many things...actually...LoL...just scroll down...


1.Happily-Ever-Afters, well I've haven't seen many people who actually had a happily lived love life...everyone went through certain traumas with their love life...and after reading an watching all the great love stories, I assume everyone dies a bitter death in the end...:|

2.Its really a waste to trust hurts when they break it...which they usually do...!
3.Sometimes the love is just one-sided...the other person just fakes it all through, that they love you...but its all just hurts pretty bad...

4.Don't expect love in ain't gonna get any actually...u see, I've heard that the key is to get to know people and trust them to be who they are. Instead, we trust people to be who we want them to be and when they're not, we cry...

5.In most of the cases, one of the lover is utterly, purely n deeply in love with the other one, but on the other hand...the other person just doesn't care...not at all...just gives it all away...

6.Sometimes it hurts to express your feelings about someone...but the things left unsaid becomes unheard...its really ur feelings or suppress them...?

7.We shouldn't wait for someone to return...they ain't gonna look back at us...never...they moved on...always does!

8.Love is a sin...its what makes u feel pain...people just act like they care while it won't even matter to them if u die...its a selfish world...everyone lives for their own happiness's sake...

9.Losing is all I see...people love someone...they loose them and because they gave it all away for the one they loved, they don't have anything left to them...

10.I used to think that we only love one person at a time...actually in the whole lifetime...but I've seen that people love more than a person at the same time...too many actually...first love, well, it doesn't exists...

11.At times, people just get addicted to someone...u know, attraction, we usually get attracted to new people we meet...crush, u know...and make huge mistakes with our life!

12.People go on the outer-looks of the person, and not on the inner-self of the person...thats the worst part actually...

13.It happens, that we love someone we can not have, it is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest...*weird*

14.I've heard people say that, "With love, you should go ahead and take the risk of getting hurt... because love is an amazing feeling.” can it possibly be an amazing feeling when all it does is hurt...!

15.Its all really weird, why do we hurt those we love, it shouldn't go on this way, when it comes to me, I've seen it all, and I think I should start living a bleak life...that would be pretty good on my part, ^^ n its a suggestion to u people too, falling in love is suicide...!


My definition to Love:
It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.


Jim Morrison once said, "People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”