I'm just a kid...

I’m just a kid

Is all I can say

For you don’t treat me like one

And it’s as if I’m your age

Don’t tell me that stuff

I don’t wanna hear it

I’ve got my own problems

I can’t handle yours

I’m no mature

Or a responsible adult or something

I’m just a kid

Who never got to enjoy her childhood

What’s so funny about those dirty clothes…

Uncompleted homework…broken pencils and stuff…

I guess, I’ll never know

For I didn’t got to enjoy those talks with mom

And those rides with dad

Or those meaningless quarrels with my sister

I never had any of them…

I’m just a kid

Who was never loved

I came in this world for waste

Tell me if you find me irritating

I’ll just end up some way

It’s not a new thing for me

To try killing myself

And to reborn again

I’ve been through it all

You just make me face it all over again

I’m just a kid

And my life is all about

Unfulfilled dreams…break-ups…tears…scars…

What else does this World offers…?

Somewhere in the dark

I wanna see a new light

A light which comes with happiness

And will always stay…

For I’m just a kid

Who is scared…scared of the dark…

Unnoticed

She sees her blood flow

Down her hands, to the floor

The stainless blade lying beside her

The loneliness evolving inside her

Her visions getting a blur

Her memories fading away

Her heart stopping

Her screeching slowing down

She lived, she died

She smiled, she cried

She lived in pain, in vain

She’s forgotten

And she goes unnoticed

Her tears drying

But she’s still drowning in em’

So dark, so deep, this darkness overwhelming her

Her struggles are coming to an end

Nobody cares

About the flares she faces

She’s tired, exhausted

Leave her please, in peace

She can’t hold unto anymore

Trusted, Betrayed

Fought, Lost

Feared, Deceived

Tried, gave up

Broken

Nothings left to her

She lived, she died

She smiled, she cried

She lived in pain, in vain

She’s forgotten

And she goes unnoticed

I go unnoticed

Life Sucks...

Emptiness, overflowing upon me

Loneliness, giving in it's heed

Lost in the memories of long lost love

Broken heart is hard to hold up

All of those promises you made

Broken again and again

Forgiven & Forgotten

Love & Hurt

Lonely & Lost

Blood & Bruises

All Over Again

Hope he knew

What life is

When no one's there, for you

They say,

Life sucks and then you die

But when is it going to happen to me

It'd sucked a lot already...

Lost In The Asylum Of Sane

Begging, Crying, Grieving

Betrayal, Hurt, Lies

All I've concluded so far

Another name to love

Pain, To be hurt, In grief...

To slit my wrists, in the dark

To cry to my loneliness

To cry to the one they named as God

Or maybe just no one

But me

Hope he knew

What life is

When no one's there, for you

They say,

Life sucks and then you die

But when is it going to happen to me

It'd sucked a lot already...

Got doomed by destiny

Something I never asked for

Something that was not meant for me

But now it's done to me...

Dead or Alive

Feels the same

So far away, from the end

It's better to die

Then to be left out in pain

Every single moment

The mistakes, I made

Reminds me of what a fool

I've been all through

All of the guilt

Stabbing against my heart so hard...

Hope he knew

What life is

When no one's there, for you

They say,

Life sucks and then you die

But when is it going to happen to me

It'd sucked a lot already...