Death Sonata

I try so hard to avoid

These sour thoughts of mine

The bitterness that’s in me

The want of vengeance that speaks

The cries of my tainted soul

Never heard or believed

Lay in the corner of this abyss

I bleed myself to demise

Untitled

So as my exams ended on the last 8th of August, I got the news that Half yearly's are starting from the 1st of October, how worse can the situations get...I hate it here, damn lot...I don't have time to write anything new...so here's a verse I wrote some time back...

wake up from the nightmare
succubus taints your dreams
melodies of frantic whispers
escape your severed esteem
Just live through the malice
The envy of her ego
When she lives in a beautiful
World of surrender
Wake up from the nightmare
Make it exciting and dress to kill
Remember the nightmare
that Haunts you still...

Where's the love gone...

Why does it have be so hard

Just for the two of us

Have to go through so much

Can't take it, let go of it

You and me, met by chance

Fell in love

And had a new start

You trusted me and I trusted you

Don't know where's the love gone now

Everything was going on fine

Since the nine that night

I received your mail

It said, I was insane

We weren't meant to be

You wasted the last four years on me

In vain, left me in pain

You and me, met by chance

Fell in love

And had a new start

You trusted me and I trusted you

Don't know where's the love gone now

But I never forced you to love me

You could have told me that back then

You could have left 4yrs back

It would have been better than this

Atleast I wouldn't have this hole inside

You and me, met by chance

Fell in love

And had a new start

You trusted me and I trusted you

Don't know where's the love gone now

And now I met this guy

He helped me get over you

I guess, I don't care anymore

Infact, I fucking hate you

You're so done with putting me thorugh hell

Your thoughts don't depress me anymore

I don't want you anymore

Life moves on, no matter what

I forgot with time,

I forgot if there was the thing called love in between

Us

Deathwish

Finally it came to me...2 new poetic disasters...!!!...well, again it's about my life...what else can I write about...emo crybaby as they say, is all I'm.......................

Deathwish

Fall to pieces

I don’t fit in anywhere

They all hate me everywhere

Nobody wanna be my friend

I trusted everyone, I found on my way

They used me, abused me and left me for waste

I cried and drowned myself in my tears

I’m all covered with my fears

I believed in god

I believed in happiness

I believed in true love

I believed in friendship

I believed in myself

But everything was fake

You were a fake…!!!

I thought of heavens

And dreamt happily-ever-afters

I now know, I was living a lie

All that is real is hell

Which I’m living in so well

My poetic disasters

All too sad

Describing sorrow

Wanting sympathy

Dying for attention

An insult to the poets

An example of bad creativity

Living superficiality

They may say I’m emo

They may say I’m insane

But never did they tried to understand

Or To know who I’m

What’s wrong with me?

I can’t stand myself

This ugly covering upon me

Just take it all away

I fucking hate myself

I’ve got to get rid of myself

Deathwish (x3)

- Amen

Pictaz.....

Is This Life...?

Walking past the lonely lanes

I see no living soul around

Just the remembrance left with me

I'm sure there once lived some...

Thinking about all of those times

The laughs I shared with others

They, who made this,

A walk to remember...

Wandering aimlessly here

Where's my destination

What's the reason to all of this

Why am I giving resignation to life...?

Worshipping every morning

Is there any life in this statue

I keep on talking with the one it holds

Or maybe it's nothing but My loneliness,

I talk to...

People in sorrow

Living in pain

Asking themselves why live this life in vain

There's nothing left of them...

Living like the dead

Seems to be the end of the World

No moment of happiness

No time for fun

Just living

Living without emotions...

Life Sucks...

Emptiness, overflowing upon me

Loneliness, giving in it's heed

Lost in the memories of long lost love

Broken heart is hard to hold up

All of those promises you made

Broken again and again

Forgiven & Forgotten

Love & Hurt

Lonely & Lost

Blood & Bruises

All Over Again

Hope he knew

What life is

When no one's there, for you

They say,

Life sucks and then you die

But when is it going to happen to me

It'd sucked a lot already...

Lost In The Asylum Of Sane

Begging, Crying, Grieving

Betrayal, Hurt, Lies

All I've concluded so far

Another name to love

Pain, To be hurt, In grief...

To slit my wrists, in the dark

To cry to my loneliness

To cry to the one they named as God

Or maybe just no one

But me

Hope he knew

What life is

When no one's there, for you

They say,

Life sucks and then you die

But when is it going to happen to me

It'd sucked a lot already...

Got doomed by destiny

Something I never asked for

Something that was not meant for me

But now it's done to me...

Dead or Alive

Feels the same

So far away, from the end

It's better to die

Then to be left out in pain

Every single moment

The mistakes, I made

Reminds me of what a fool

I've been all through

All of the guilt

Stabbing against my heart so hard...

Hope he knew

What life is

When no one's there, for you

They say,

Life sucks and then you die

But when is it going to happen to me

It'd sucked a lot already...