Lonely

I feel alone...Drowning In Solitude...No one with me...Just me and my loneliness...I sometimes think of god as a real cruel person but than again maybe god's just like us...maybe he also have the good and bad side of himself...maybe he also feels different emotions like us...but than why does he have to make us cry...and take away our beloved ones...why does he have to be so cruel to see people killing and dying, and still not do anything...why...?...any answer...I guess not...One day, I gonna die the same way...Not a peaceful death though...Maybe like those involved in some tragedy or like Kurt Cobain, overdose of drugs...or maybe from Leukemia...Maybe by just being alone...I'll die just like that...Without any appropriate reason except for that My Loneliness Still Remains...And it always will...I'll be alone foreva n eva...